I thought I think too much

This blogpost is a combination between my idealistic views and the hope of tomorrow. It's about the things I'll tell my kids. 1. Believe that whatever u have,there's always someone that has better things than you..but most of all,there's always someone out there than has none of the things that makes you happy . 2. Believe in whatever God or god or even gods you want..believe in anything that brings peace into your life.. I dont care about what you call your God,I only care that you believe in your God and that He or She will push you towards goodness . 3. Believe in your senses ,even if no one can feel or see or taste or hear what you sense. 4. Believe that every sense you choose comes with a consequence. Your parents might not find out,but karma is more than a spank in the butt . 5. Believe in karma. Believe hard that whatever you do comes back around, so make sure all you push out there is good things . I dont need you to fear hell or to dream about heaven.. karma is...

Let me start this off with me saying. If I dont spend at least a day in a week talking to u, this post isnt for u. That simple..gue bukan tipe orang yng suka koleksi temen.. what for? networking? u dont have to be friends to network...berarti ada maunya dong kalo temenan? Well maybe different person different perspective. thats MY perspective on friendship..maybe..just maybe,one day i'll look back and have a totally different perspective than now..who knows? I dont make friends with predictable person. Thats another reason why I don't "read" my closest friends. I want to spend time with people thats full of surprises, with turns, ups and downs. I like aliens. People who spend time trying to be a part of society but gave up & just live their life the way they want to. People who stand up for themselves instead of conforming to everything around. I love those people. I like people with brains too..and those that uses them. Tuhan tau lah seberapa banyak dosa yng gue ...

I guess this post is only for those who has known me for the past 4-ish years. I know u've seen me change..a lot..maybe some would think too much. I was probably the biggest ball of ass anyone can ever stand to have called "a friend". (*to those that still thinks i'm an ass..thank you) I'm proud of that though.I'm proud of every single soul I got in a fight with. Every.Single.Soul. But the war I've won with myself is one I'll never stop being proud of. Maybe...just MAYBE ...one day I'll look back,when I'm gray and old..wishing I was a nicer person..but I can guarantee,I won't ever look back to the fights I had with my soul,the tears I shared with the gloomy corner of my life. I want to share something... Gue..dari sekian banyak manusia di bumi...bukan salah satu dari mereka yng sabar. I like to pick fights with people..I like to shove my head up your ass and make others uncomfortable. I like the sensation of being a big ball of intelligence...

i t's almost 2 AM and i'm letting myself be lost in space. . i don't know if that's such a good idea but i guess, being humans means letting yourself get lost with all your humanly thoughts.... at these time of the day,or night i should say.. people n their dreams are creating another new reality... me...? i like to sit here,keeping my ears glued to the little whispers of God. yes,i'm not schizophrenic. i just..have faith. this song is for God..that One abstract Being..who i'm pretty sure is floating in space for all of us. Lost In Space - Lighthouse Family Sometimes I get tired of this me first attitude You are the one thing that keeps me smiling Thats why Im always wishing hard for you cause your life shines so bright I dont feel no solitude You are my first star at night Id be lost in space without you And Ill never lose my faith in you How will I ever get to heaven, if I do Feels just so fine When we touch the sky me and you This is my idea of heaven Why can...

I've observed a lot of people who is living,alive and breathing..but they aren't exactly alive.. They didn't exactly choose life.. Let's think for a while.. When was the last time,you chose to be happy. Happy in your own definition. What is your definition of happiness.. YOUR own definition of happiness.. Enggak harus mikirin batesan orang lain enggak harus mikirin norma enggak harus mikir.. They say life is too short to be wasted,but humans know no other way.. Humans create humans waste humans die..with no knowledge of life. I've got my knowledge of life. "Life is simply trying to break away from normality and learning to do what u feel is you.."

I love how romantic the songs turn when I turn my thoughts to you. Then I smile lightly, at the slightest thoughts of you. I love how we share the same fears and I love to be able to understand why at some days, the past are better to be remembered than to betray. I love how you smile when you want something. When you tease me into believing what you have to say.. Cause then I love how I'd smile today, even if I'm only imagining your yesterday's smile. I love being able to talk. and to shout. and to listen at the same time. I love loving and fearing the same things.. I love what I see in you,even if you won't ever see it.. I love knowing where to turn. I love missing your scents.. I love trying to make sense of missing your annoying whines.. So then... Maybe I'll just love you some more,like a nightly glass of sparkling wine...

In a world Where violence and death Are easier to find Then smiles of faith I hope you continue to crave... I hope you continue to dream... I hope you continue to wish... I hope you continue to crave a wishing dream... In a world Where normal are justified and justification are normal I hope you continue to see I hope you continue to be I hope you continue to live I hope you see... That being is living and living is believing.. In a world In this world In our world I hope for you... for me... for we... for us. . . . You see... I hope for life itself. Cilandak, 5 P.M